Recently, on the social network, on his Facebook page, one of the immigrants published a very sad and tragic story, which we offer without change:
“The man ended his life by suicide…before his death, he left a letter to his emigrant wife where he writes:…dear Elena…you can’t imagine how bad I feel…perhaps you can forgive me for my weakness…forgive me for my laziness…
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be a good husband or a good father… I’m sorry that you’ve been living far from your family for years… I couldn’t meet anything and I couldn’t avoid it… I couldn’t handle the injustice of my life and unfairly put you on the path of emigration…
I couldn’t fit in, I wasn’t lucky, my goddess… You stood by my side all my life with all your strength and effort, and you were the go-to person for everything, so that I wouldn’t be depressed, if I wouldn’t be afraid of life…
You are the person who is above everything and everything in my life.. However, your being far away cannot confirm this. I love you with all my heart and I am proud of you… You are an exemplary woman and mother… You are incomparable, pure, sincere and honest, tireless and a fighter…
Today is our son’s birthday, we had guests, the house was full of friends… at first they were happy, do you remember the last time we talked to you on Skype? Both of you cried with tears of longing… I seemed to freeze my blood in my veins… then I tried to calm him down…
But the enemy’s eyes lit up and he said to our son..-don’t touch me…you are a coward…no man…don’t you realize that these tears are also your fault? Don’t you realize that it is your fault that your mother is far away from me?…I couldn’t make a sound…I left and went to my room…absolutely right It was… I 100 percent disagreed with his accusation which was a bitter reality…
I thought a lot and realized that I am a real non-man…Lachar…who separated you from your child…I lost your love and pushed you far away…Then I realized that you have been away from me for 10 years…don’t you understand? I can’t forgive myself…so when you read this letter, I won’t be there anymore.
The last request is to forgive me for my betrayal, forgive me for not even being able to continue my life for you…forgive me for having to go and forgive you…I do not deserve this sacrifice of yours…I will leave you as a wretch because you do not consider me worthy of mourning…
I will be waiting for you there in a hundred years, who knows, maybe there I will be able to appreciate and take care of you as it suits you… remember you are a real hero, you are an angel that I could not appreciate, I could not be careful and tried to spread your wings. Spread your wings… and finally it has been 10 years. That I love you very very very much for you… your worthless wife…”
